It never fails...I see a treat in the store, bring it home and never even get a nibble of it because the kids have found it and eaten every last crumb. Now, I don't mind sharing but sheesh, to not get any of it? And really, it does not matter if I bring home donuts, string cheese, fruit or cookies. They will find it and devour it. Even if I hide it, they will find it! It is like they are on mission to find the goodies! So, you would think that would help me out right? I mean, if I buy it on a whim and bring it home but I never get to eat it, that is really all the better for me right? Or, if I just don't buy it in the first place because, heck, I am not gonna get to indulge anyway, then that should be good too right? Oh how I wish it worked that way! It does not seem to for me, anyway. All this stuff I have not gotten to eat...somehow, it still seems to have made its way to my waistline, I swear! Or at least seems to have blocked me from dropping any more weight or inches. And that really sucks! I did not realize just looking at food was unhealthy! Cuz that is now it seems right now! :::grumble:::
4-5 days at the gym, some days 2 times a day depending on schedule...2 kickboxing classes a week too...and being deprived of goodies...and changing the way I cook when necessary to make things a little better...and I have still been at a standstill for months! And now I am getting frustrated and feeling like giving up sometimes. I mean overall I have made progress so there is that. But lately I have made 0 progress. And yes i have changed up the routine and all that. Added more gym time. Trying different things. I know in my head I gotta give it more time, but my psyche is taking a big hit.
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